Friday, February 4, 2011


Just still kinda struggling with this and that. Yet hoping I come out on top of it. I write here a lot of times about things because I feel comfortable expressing myself. I'm the type of person that generally avoids any drama or conflict as best as I can. Which also means I keep a lot of stuff to myself when things bother me. Because I've come to notice nearly every time I speak up about my feelings, whoever I'm expressing myself to usually somehow winds up saying things in response to just make me feel bad or guilty. Which starts the whole cycle again of me just clamming up and not talking about things. It's easy to adopt that attitude when every time you do say anything you feel like it doesn't matter.